my CNY clothes =]

shirts

another 2 more. the white 1 look a bit like apron xP

skirts and pants =]

tummy muscle cramp

today i went to school untill 11 only. my stomach hurts. because of some private things. it's pulling me and i can't even laugh. yet my friends is making me laughing. i called my mum and she fetched me back. i went back and eat my lunch and then i bath and went to bed. i planned to sms with my darling. but as usual, i fall asleep. after a rest, my tummy feel better. i spend nearly the whole day sitting in front of telly. watch movie. i feel so lazy to go to school. i want holidays. i want to meet my darling =( i miss him so much. that day when i went to queensbay with my mum and siblings, he did not hug me. sob sob. i was so sad. i kissed him and he did not reply my kiss too. waaaaaaaaaaa~! he's going to turtle land already =( turtle land means terengganu. hehe. i want to celebrate CNY with him. but i can't go out with him. arghhhh~! i jus twish everyone knows about our relationship and i can go out with him freely =(

is other girls more important than ur own gf feelings?

is talking to other girls that important? why are they lying? if they feel other girls is nicer to talk with why don't they be single and go flirt with millions of other girls. no one will ever care. right? haih for guys. disappointed with what they're doing. they didn't even keep their promises and they expect us girls to keep it. why don't they just go take that girl as their girl. all and every girl who flirts with my darling is a bitch! haih. if the girls is that important why do they still want their gf? what's that for? for them to play with? for they to do anything? is every guy in this world like that? or will there be a guy that will listen to their gf and won't do it. help me!!!!! i hate this life. he said when go to college or university time i'll understand. he say to change me before i become his wife. so funny! why should i understand it? i know i don't like it. if working time he talk. i don't mind. that's of course have to. that's the only thing i can see that a guy that have a gf need to talk to other girls. not flirt with them. i don't know le what they really want. haih

why is human not satisfied with what they got?? why can ppl feel jealous so easily?

i don't understand this statement. why is human always not satisfied with what they got? i gave him what i can. and he feels it's not my best yet. but i feel i gave my best already! then i said i feel u're not giving me ur best also. he said he gave the best already. can anyone tell me what is wrong? why is human so greedy? i hope my relationship with him will get better because from what i feel we can solve this problem if we really discuss it properly. why do i feel jealous when he talks to girl? i know that i'm not supposed to tie him up. he's not my husband or what. he's just my bf. but i don't like the feeling when he talks to other girl. u know.. he will flirt. eventhough he say that's not flirt. but i feel he is flirting. arghhh! i hate it. why must there be jealousy in me! oops! i just cracked my head bone =P back to topic. that sunday when i went to queensbay with my friends to celebrate wei birthday, he said he don't want to pass his working place. i said ok. then i said i wanted to go see his working place and i asked him to stand here i walk pass awhile. i don't know why but he's following. so i said for the second time. he said never mind and he said he want to prank his 'friend' which his my band senior. ex band senior. i said it in a very like don't like it way. and the next thing i know is he walked to his working place as if there's a pot of gold in front there! i was so angry so i walked away with my friend. lik WTF! he said don't want to pass and he's walking there so damn fast. that time i was really really angry and my leg hurts. after 'flirting' with his friend, he came to me. i did not answer any of his questions. at all! i can't believe it. he's flirting in front of me! haih. this is not about the jealous stuff but still. if i'm not angry of this then i think something should be wrong somewhere with this relationship already rite? hehe. hate it so much! arghhhhhhhh.